dave and sharon were at the meeting today. i really wasn't prepared to see them because of how mad i am at sharon. lindsay got engaged and married, and she never even called me. people would ask me about it, and i had to hear about it through the grapevine. it hurt. then later, peter is at heather longs graduation party, and he gives joe mcgee my cell number. i talk to him briefly. we never hear from them either. we used to do everything with them, and now we never hear from them. it is like gone and forgotten. i know with dave and sharon we would make plans and they would cancel at the last minute. i am totally an after thought. joe and betty just have a life in hanover, and i think dave and sharon have a new life too. nessa calls me sometimes, but it is usually on her way home from work. she lives too far away. i miss her. i feel i have no friends anymore. i want a good friend. i think that may be asking too much.
i want a running partner. it was fun when porsche was coming to the gym with me, but she doesn't seem to want to do that any more. i enjoyed my run today only because the o's were on and playing well. it was fun listening to my ipod and watching the o's, but it would have been more enjoyable having a friend with which to chat. peter is a great friend, but he does not get the girl stuff at all, and had no desire to run with me. he was a fine running partner in the beginning to help motivate me, but then my persistence caused me to pass him in speed and distance.
am i asking too much?
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