i want to say i've been busy these last couple of days, but not really. went out in service yesterday, but only in the am. had a good am. stopped in and saw krista, she looked good, and kayla did real well through her last surgery. everything turned out fine, and hopefully everything is done. took the co out to lunch, that was uneventful, they are much less conversational than just about any co i can remember. i ran a few errands, and came home. i was hoping to run, but that didn't happen. i was exhausted. what else is new? i am tired of being tired. i did have the pharmacist at giant tell me that my effexor 225 was not on the market, that pissed me off. i was ready to slap her. i was cranky. i was that tired, but couldn't fall asleep, not that i wanted to fall asleep.

worked to day, and walked into a nightmare on my desk. there was a ton of charts on my desk. i had a nice talk with barb m after all the staff and patients left. it was nice to take five min and learn i am not the only one who sees some of the stuff i do. it will be interesting to see what happens there in the future.

it occurred to me today that my next half is in 3 months. i only have about 12 weeks to prepare. i've been so exhausted that i've been continuing to move backward in my running progress. i really hope the changes in my meds really help otherwise i'm in trouble. i am really going to struggle over the next 12 weeks to prepare and participate in this half. i hope this is not too little too late.