CAN I DO IT ALL?

i had an amazingly productive day yesterday, week even. i have accomplished everything i had set out to do. i should have been well rested since i had monday off, so i did not have to work into the evening. i was able to get to bed early. teri tweaked my anafranil, and it has been a major adjustment. getting out of bed is next to impossible. my mood is better, but my need for sleep is extreme. wednesday night i took my meds very early, slept well, and was able to get up very early thursday. had the best day ever (maybe). went for a four and a half mile run, went to work, picked strawberry's, went back to work, fell back into the bed. i only worked a total of nine hours. i should not have needed twelve hours of sleep, and still be nonfunctional today. i am exhausted. nothing is getting done. the heat and humidity may be contributing to my lethargy, but i am moping in air conditioning. my big goal to salvage the day is to make it to the gym.

i can not really say nothing has been done, the kitchen is clean, and the living room has been touched up, but i am exhausted, and it took hours to do those chores. i just want to take a long nap, roll over and go to bed. i know i can go to bed early tonight, but i should not have to do that after working a nine hour day. that should not throw me off this much. i should be able to recover better than this.

addendum:

i did get to the gym, and do four miles on the elliptical. it has given me enough energy to make dinner, and do two loads of laundry. these are not exactly high energy tasks, but they are done, and i do not have them hovering over my head for the weekend.

i did not realize how busy my weekend was scheduled to be until i spoke with peter a couple of hours ago. i have a wedding shower tomorrow, and sunday i want to get in a long run early, then we are taking the speaker out to lunch after the meeting.

hope i can do it all.