CAN I QUIT MY JOB?

i have totally lost my ability to cope. i want to walk out on everything. i'm not sure i should be left alone, but i cannot deal with people. teri it tweaking my meds again. i'm not confident that will help. my memory is shot. i feel like i have a few ping pong balls bouncing around in my head and nothing else. i'm not even remembering things for three seconds anymore. we are cutting back on the neurontin to the old dose because of the fatigue and memory, but we are going up some on the respiradol. upping that med will only increase my fatigue. i have a half in eighteen days that i was going to be totally prepared for until this month hit. i did such a good job maintaining over the winter, that it was nothing going into the rough training. now, it is down to the wire, and i have no energy to train, and i can take the idea of setting a good time mark out the window.

why do people even put up with me? i feel like i am such a burden on everyone.

can i cut now?