TIRED

i've worked a lot of hours the last couple of weeks, and this week is starting off the same way. heather at work is flaking out, and only working when it is convenient, and management putting up with that, leaves extra burden on me. i like the extra pay, and the account is very low right now, but i am very tired right now. i'm trying to do it all. i need to bend somewhere. today was the first scheduled day i've missed the gym in a couple of weeks. i don't want to let up there because of the increase weight, but something has to give. yesterday i worked 12 hours! we were so short staffed that i checked in every patient for every provider for all 12 hours. most of the day there were only four providers, but a few hours there were five providers. i actually had a good time, and the day raced by, but today i'm exhausted.

my mind has also been racing for the last month-ish. i'm having a harder time winding down at night, and recently have been waking up early with my mind just running. i see teri thrusday and i hope i remember to say something to her.

i hope i actually get down to see her, we are getting more snow. they are calling for another 10-20 inches! it is not going to be as easy to dig out from this one, there is no place to put this snow. the roads were bad for the drive home tonight. i didn't go over 25mph, and it took almost 45 min to do my usual 20-25 min drive. peter called over an hour ago, he was 25 min away and traffic was not moving. i have no idea when i will see him. i just hope i don't have to go into work tomorrow so i can sleep in.

speaking of my mind racing (it jumps and makes no sense as well). i had a very productive day on superbowl sunday. the oven finally got cleaned, all the laundry got done, the last of the shoveling got done, ran five miles at the gym, and made dinner for the week. i think it was one of my more productive days in a long time. it all goes back to my mind racing. i woke up at five and could not fall back asleep. i was up early, started with chores, walked the dog at first light, and just kept on moving.

the superbowl was a good game, but i just could not get into it this year. the sentimental favorite won, the new orleans saints.

i think i just need sleep to sound comprehend-able.