another day, nothing different. work was uneventful. i got charts pulled for probably the first time this week, and still managed to get the patients checked in. it also seemed that we were running a demerol special today. i don't know if it the weather, or just the addicts are coming in at the same time, or both.
i saw teri today, and she made some small tweaks in my meds that will hopefully be temporary. i need to pull out of this funk. i'm going to double up on the anafranil for a while, and she gave me some rispirdal 25 mg for the morning for now. i really do not want to take these extra meds for very long, i'm not sure i can deal with the side effects. on the other hand, i can't deal with the compulsion to cut, and this level of depression. i want my normal back.
we are supposed to have friends in this weekend, and i need to schedule other things with some other people, but i have no desire to do any of it.
i need to get something i left at my mom's, and i need it this weekend, so i guess i will see her tomorrow. i really should call her tonight, but i don't have the energy.
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