Tuesday, October 27, 2009

A DAY FROM THE ABYSS

the day started with over sleeping, and went downhill from there. since none of the nurses can get in on time i was the chosen one to get the lecture today. i'm tired of it, i'm the only one who can get there on time, and the one time i'm late, i get the talk. no other nurse ever gets there before eight ever, and she takes it out on me. i am getting so tired of this job. ruth is leaving at the first of the year, and i have no idea what i'm going to do without her there. i wonder if she will need an ma at gbmc. i can already read her writing. carolyn made it clear to me several months ago that she didn't want to hear me complain. if i am not happy with my job, i am free to find another job. her attitude is that i am just that replaceable, and she wanted to make sure that i knew it.

i just want to leave everything right now. i hate my life. i hate my job, i feel like i have no friends, and i have a migraine. hopefully i'll feel better in the morning.

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